I have celebrated Christmas at my neighbors so far. Dinner yesterday and cookies and chocolates today. I received some lovely presents to enjoy over the coming years. Some will be eaten, some to wear and some just decoration.
I am tired of living with the restraining law and have to take my precautions every other Monday still when he is allowed to my city through work. I am playing the lottery and hope to win so I can move to Nashville. I really enjoyed my time there. I liked the food and the chance to enjoy live country music at the bars.
Jeg har kjempet i mange år nå for at besøksforbud loven må endres. Jeg vil aldri gi meg før den er blitt endret. Idag må besøksforbud fornyes og man risikerer å miste det. Hvorfor skal en som har krenket en få lov til å være i nærheten av en igjen? Jobb skal heller ikke være en unnskyldning å krenke enns fred.
Jeg har opprettet en underskrift kampanje her på https://www.underskrift.no/vis/8036 så skriv under og del videre. Jeg trenger minst 100000 underskrifter til Stortinget så de tar saken på alvor. Takk for hjelpen ❤
Her en video beskjed jeg har laget til stortingsrepresentantene:
To my english readers: This case is about restraining order and the law it needs change here in Norway. I been fighting for a change for years, but not giving up until it is done. Now it need to be renewed and risk loosing it. I want it to become permanent. If you live in Norway please sign here: https://www.underskrift.no/vis/8036 and share it so people can sign, as I need at least 100000 signatures. Thank you for any help ❤
I have been busy and walked a lot this past week. To grocery store, to the woods and to the city of Trondheim. The dizziness is a challenge especially when out in the woods on the uneven surface. I feel drunk but haven’t drunk a drop. Luckily I haven’t fallen over yet, and hope it won’t happen. It has been refreshing walking so much 🙂 All walks from home.
Had several walks to Estenstad marka and first visit was Burma klippen, me on the edge. I am too dizzy to stand up:
A view of the city:
Another view of the city:
Where I walked up into the woods:
How far I walked:
Then I walked to the city of Trondheim on Wednesday with my neighbor:
I did a tandem skydive in August 2013. My son was here on his summer holidays so he came with me. I knew some of the others that did do skydive with me. I must say that it is plain crazy to jump out of a plane and rely on some fabric to safely land on earth again. I am glad I was hooked up to another person to guide the parachute safely back to ground.
That feeling falling through the air is awesome. And the view of the world was amazing. My son was looked after by people on the ground. He came running to me when I had safely landed again. “Crazy mummy” lol yeah I agree with him 🙂
It has to be the day I gave birth to my son. I remember sitting up on my knees in the hospital bed, yeah I believe in gravity. After a lot of pushing he finally came out and landed on the bed. I picked him up and was the first to hold on to him in my arms ❤ That moment is still my happiest memory in life.
My hands was tied up to the couch. The abuser tried to penetrate me but it hurt and I made a sound. He grabbed my neck and next thing everything went black and dead silent. I couldn’t even hear my body sounds. Next ting I remember is him on top of me and I was still tied up. He was breathing air into me and backed off in despair saying “You must not die”, all red faced and sweaty white T-shirt. Same time trying to shake my body. It was hard to breath I remember. The inside from my mouth and to my lungs felt like dry sandpaper. I was SO thirsty. He must had strangled me and made me unconscious so I stopped breathing. He had left marks on my neck that later disappeared.
It took a long time for the marks to disappeared. Just a few days later the person that gave birth to me noticed them and made a remark. “Stop pinching yourself it makes a mark”, I tried to explain what happened but she wouldn’t listen. I went out in the hall way and looked in the mirror. My fingers were to small to fit into the marks. I grabbed a hairbrush and smashed the mirror.
Later I went on using a scarf to cover it up. I wore it in school classes too, even at swimming pool but there I ended up taking it off. I got remarks from a few but can’t remember what I told them.
Sorry I haven’t written much this year. The coronavirus has hit us all hard. So far I have staid safe from it.
My life didn’t change that much. I live alone and have one best friend I see often before the virus hit. I used to go to cinema, out eating and for at least one walk every day.
This last week I have been able to eat out and meet up with my friend again. We just don’t hug. It was good to see her again and we ate at ice cream shop in the city. I also ate at Burger King and at a cafe last week as they have opened up for service again. I have kept up going for a walk at least once a day now that the gym is still closed. The cinema has opened again and I am not sure when I dare to go there yet.
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