Category Archives: Abuse

True Pain

I haven’t experienced war I haven’t seen anyone die But I have experienced to be beaten, spit on, looked up, sexualy abused. I have experienced people turning their ears off not to listen to pain and to understand. I have … Continue reading

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I am angry, but I can’t be…

I am so angry and all I want Is to shout, yell and scream And break something hard But I can’t manage to be Angry like that He strangled me Took my breath away Lost my feelings one by one … Continue reading

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Process of healing

Lately I have been reading a lot of Norwegian self-help books about sexual abuse and to better understand my own situation. One of the books is translated from English so I will list it first under. My own thoughts about … Continue reading

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Because of you, abuser

The closer I get I just want to run even further away. Why did you kill me to then take me back to life to just only torture me? I didn’t wanted you air, my body protested and you still … Continue reading

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Incest should be talked to death, but…

I keep on getting told by docters, psyciatrsist, people that work with abused children and adults and others with same experience that we should talk about our experience, it should be talked to death. … But what happens when people … Continue reading

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On a trip … in my mind

Today I went to a meeting and I staied focused on beeing present and not to take a trip in my mind about all sorts, as that was my way of thinking to survive all these years.. Getting away from … Continue reading

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The Rape… and the abortion..

In 2001 October the 6th in the night… First I like to tell the story up to this. I started chatting through an MSN group in the springtime that year with him. (Might chatted on ICQ before that, but I … Continue reading

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