Category Archives: Abuse

Should had been bald..

I have some small evidence that the abuse and the abuser haven’t won and I have been stronger than him Many of times I have thought I should rather just shave all of my hair off my head, been bald. … Continue reading

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Wrap me up in cotton

The body is always alerted, automatically. I am worn out.. The panic and horror sits so deep. The anxiety.. I can feel it in my body that it’s like someone is hunting at me, or around each corner someone will … Continue reading

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Evil…

If one get exposed for repeating abuse from one is little, beaten up, treated like a ragdoll. How long would you keep up against it and not do the same thing? Or turn crazy because of it? … Mommys boxing … Continue reading

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“I’m sorry but I didn’t mean it”

That he told me sometimes when he left after finished his business. To read the reports from the court case that just finished did trigger me a lot. It started with the TV pictures in the 22nd of July. The … Continue reading

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Too painful to be true. – Denial

The opposite of «Too good to be true» is: Too painful to be true. It is sexual abuse committed towards children we are talking about. Therefor we are in denial in the same way as we are for the good … Continue reading

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True Pain

I haven’t experienced war I haven’t seen anyone die But I have experienced to be beaten, spit on, looked up, sexualy abused. I have experienced people turning their ears off not to listen to pain and to understand. I have … Continue reading

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I am angry, but I can’t be…

I am so angry and all I want Is to shout, yell and scream And break something hard But I can’t manage to be Angry like that He strangled me Took my breath away Lost my feelings one by one … Continue reading

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