Category Archives: Abuse

CPTSD and Flashbacks

Posted on 21. September 2021 by Jane Helen

Last night I had flashbacks from two incidents. The first one was from when I got a several hundred kilo cow on top of me. I was in the barn with my father. He had gone to get some more … Continue reading →

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My Worst Memory…

Posted on 2. August 2020 by Jane Helen

TRIGGER!!!!!! My hands was tied up to the couch. The abuser tried to penetrate me but it hurt and I made a sound. He grabbed my neck and next thing everything went black and dead silent. I couldn’t even hear … Continue reading →

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My Story…

Posted on 27. May 2019 by Jane Helen

First I will say this post will be the longest I ever have written and it will have many updates. I will tell my life story as a victim of abuse and sexual abuse. Some other memories too. !!!TRIGGER!!!  It … Continue reading →

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Speechless…

Posted on 26. April 2019 by Jane Helen

I wonder why I leave people speechless after disclosing my past? Often people just stop talking and withdraw. Does it become too much? Is it too discomforting? It make it hard to make friends when it happens too often. I … Continue reading →

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The Future – I Survived

Posted on 29. August 2018 by Jane Helen

The future is here it is now. I used to tell myself that the future will be better. The abuse would stopped, he wouldn’t be around me or near me to harm me anymore. He still is out there, but … Continue reading →

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Getting better…

Posted on 13. July 2018 by Jane Helen

The small daily things that I used to react to with a freeze in my body. White T-shirts like a scary ghost. I couldn’t stand people wearing white T-shirts. That meant everyone, young and old ones. I sat on the … Continue reading →

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… my story of abuse…

Posted on 26. July 2017 by Jane Helen

Due to some traffic on my blog I see that I should take down some of my blog posts about my story of abuse… I am working on writing a book so to those wanting to know more can wait … Continue reading →

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A Little Of Your Time

Posted on 20. September 2012 by Jane Helen

Do I sting? Do I frighten you? Is my truth too painful for you? What about me then? Is it right I should stand up for all this all alone? You can’t remove my pains. You can’t undo it. You … Continue reading →

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My Parents…

Posted on 2. August 2012 by Jane Helen

This is a post I rather not want to write, but since my blog readers and the people I talked with about this other places too, “where were they” ? What were they thinking of” ?… Sometimes I wonder myself … Continue reading →

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Silent No More

Posted on 11. July 2012 by Jane Helen

Sexual abuse should be talked to death and not be killed by silence ♥ Not censored or refused to be brought forward in daylight ♥ No child should experience this ♥

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