Author Archives: Jane Helen

About Jane Helen

40 year old and single. Have a 15 yr old son that live in England with his father and family there. Got MS and PTSD.

The Future – I Survived

The future is here it is now. I used to tell myself that the future will be better. The abuse would stopped, he wouldn’t be around me or near me to harm me anymore. He still is out there, but … Continue reading

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Getting better…

The small daily things that I used to react to with a freeze in my body. White T-shirts like a scary ghost. I couldn’t stand people wearing white T-shirts. That meant everyone, young and old ones. I sat on the … Continue reading

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New Place To Stay

I am still alive and doing better than some months ago. I have gotten mental help. Mostly help to self help. Only I can change me, but by guidance from people around me my mindset get changed. I turn into … Continue reading

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Jane Helen

I applied Wednesday evening and by Friday my name was officially changed to Jane Helen 😀 ❤ I didn’t know it would go so fast, but am real happy it went through fast and smooth 😀 So no more hick … Continue reading

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Lost Like A “A Beautiful Mind” …

This is my Lost Map… Anyone out there who understands me or how much of this is real and where does it ever going to leave me? I have to make One right choice for the World Peace… My life … Continue reading

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Blah, Blah, Blah…

Blah,blah,blah… That how it sounds in my ears When a man speaks And action miss out Just blah,blah,blah…   Blah,blah,blah… They say they need you They say they care about you They say they want you Just blah,blah,blah…   Blah,blah,blah… … Continue reading

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Today I don’t like my damaged mind at all…

 Thoughts run like a fast train … Dreams and reality crashes together… It’s gonna take time… Edit

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The Future what does it hold?

I am already lost because of the country I grew up in kicked me out due to it’s law system. Making it a human right to offend someone… Visa about to run out so don’t really know what happens next… … Continue reading

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When loosing my mind…

I seem to have gone down a very wrong road loosing my mind… Thinking and believing so wrong. Not even knowing who I have been talking to or even been in love with all these years. Life a big Hoax … Continue reading

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Like Trapped In A Hurricane

Feel like my world spins Round and round Out flies old memories Like trapped in a hurricane   Writings on the ground Writings on the walls Words and numbers Like trapped in a hurricane   Like the movie A Beautiful … Continue reading

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