Author Archives: Jane Helen

About Jane Helen

39 year old. In a relationship. Have a 14 yr old son. Got MS.

Out for walks

Lately I have taken some walks around my area where I live. Both in the woods and along the road. I have listened to the noise around me. Birds singing, aeroplanes above, dogs barking, people talking on the phone and … Continue reading

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My Story…

First I will say this post will be the longest I ever have written and it will have many updates. I will tell my life story as a victim of abuse and sexual abuse. Some other memories too. !!!TRIGGER!!!  It … Continue reading

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Speechless…

I wonder why I leave people speechless after disclosing my past? Often people just stop talking and withdraw. Does it become too much? Is it too discomforting? It make it hard to make friends when it happens too often. I … Continue reading

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Kill or be killed…

That is the question. After conversation with my therapist today I just wonder. As we spoke about the abuser. He asked me why I haven’t considered doing that after all the awful things he had done to me. It isn’t … Continue reading

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When I Miss You

I feel it when I miss you   It’s in my stomach It’s in my toes It’s in my fingers It’s all over   I feel it when I miss you   A down deep tingle A down deep longing … Continue reading

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New Therapist

I have started new treatment with new therapist. It is a male therapist once again. I think we get along well even though only had two appointments so far. I still struggle with my mind and stressful thoughts like a … Continue reading

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Another year

Happy new year to my readers and followers 🙂 Another year gone and another new years have passed by. I soon turn a year older, but as you know I don’t mark that day before in June. It is snowy … Continue reading

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