I haven’t been here for a while. So I better let you all know I am alive and doing great enough.

I stopped writing here because I had trouble dealing with 2 things. Both hard to bear..
1. I handed in the application for the “unfit to work” benefits back in November. I got it accepted in May 2013. I will try my best to get back to work as this is a downer for me.. Not an option I like at all! Feel like a failiure..
2. Same time ich I found out that my abusing torturist of a bastard abuser was getting released from prison allready in March :-O … He has done his time, all gone, while my body is trapped with his sins.. UNFAIR!!!

I went camping last month alone and to meet friends. I went out and had a drink, wow yes ME had my first ever drink out (that I bought myself), I had someone buying me a martini years ago and I didnt like it, sorry. My taste of drink is Conaque. Oh yes someone has bought me beer, and a pear cider. Beer ain’t my taste other than root beer. Pear cider wasn’t too bad of taste. … Enough about me drinking, as it was only 1 for now. I do not think I will make it a habbit, heeh.. The headache afterwards, how do the drunks deal with I wonder ? .. Habbit?

I also had a splendid b-day party 😀 Chocolate fountain still works perfect 😀 Most of all, all the good friends that came around and made my day, thanks a bunch for YOU 😀

I will do my best to get past the past, letting go is the thing.. Easier said than done, but only I can do it sooo watch out here comes Janne Helen!

HA ha not that quick, not so fast, I am a turtle you all should know by now 😛 … Just watch the turtle walk the talk, the slooow usual way 🙂 I will get THERE 🙂