The closer I get I just want to run even further away.
Why did you kill me to then take me back to life to just only torture me?
I didn’t wanted you air, my body protested and you still forced it into me!
Why couldn’t you let me die?
Why didn’t you let me go?
All I ever wanted was someone to STOP you from torturing me!
All you got was lousey 2 years for destroying MY life!
And now destroying my sons’ life too!
I told way too many to place blame on only you, but only YOU alone is responsible!
You can impossibly imagine what it was like going through all you did to ME!
Someone should put you at a desert island like where you put me since I was 6 years old!
My mind goes like a Twister because of you!
This song describes the most of how I live my life today…