Because of her and…

My boundaries been so torn apart because of her, (the woman who gave birth to me, and I don’t use the M word for her, because she never been that to me). Try imagine how it’s like to be told “I love you” and smash! ??? I learned to be indiferent because of her… It scared the hell out of me becoming a mother myself and staying with a rapist. I got it all dobbled up… He is better off without me right now, I have to sort the rights from wrongs and place blame. Most of all I am braking the circle of the pain she caused me, I won’t be hitting my son with a baking spoon, NEVER! … But I am now carrying a roling pin in my handbag to protect myself when I am walking on the street… So where has she led me to become like?

Then there is the bunch of my traitors too…

About Jane Helen

40 year old and single. Have a 15 yr old son that live in England with his father and family there. Got MS and PTSD.
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