Feeling half again… Another interrigation…

Today during group teraphy at rehab I experienced it again, to feel half in my left side this time. The right side has been numbed in upper layer of my skin since 2007, but now it is entire left side who doesen’t even feel like even excisting :-S Try stand on my leg, like stepping through the floor. Leening over to that side made me feel like I wanted to disapear into nowhere an empty space. That’s my MS disease causing me feel like that. And here at rehab I wanted to start feel again, it confuses me even more and more. Will I ever have a chanse of normality in my feelings? Will this disease cause me to be more confused? … Only time can tell as usual…

Tomorrow I am going to another interrigation. In hope they can haul out some more info from some persons, about why they didn’t stop the abuse, or even take notice of what was happening right infront of them. Shut both ears and eyes off… I’ll probably get worn out, but not as last time when I slept most of the days for a whole month and felt like a total wreck for at least 8 months :-S Yeah interrigations are though stuff. Especially about the things that is most private and intence… I still need to be fit to take part of one more week of rehab…

I could need a spa holiday to get some energy back in me, rehab has flatten my battery…

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One Response to Feeling half again… Another interrigation…

  1. Janne Helen says:

    Glad the interrigation is over and done for now. I know I can go back as many times as I feel for it for new info that is of nessessary further investigation. I won’t do it unless very nessesarry and I think this has to be it. The worst parts finnaly was brought out of me. There can’t be anymore now… Signed and sendt off to them to interrigate the persons involved.

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